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For some reason this forum name popped into my head and I decided to spend my Saturday night posting here. Hi again, everyone. To all of you who finished your schooling, many congratulations.

I don't even remember the last time I posted, so here's the abridged version of the past six years or so:

When I joined this forum, I was living in MN and pursuing a doctorate in physical therapy. Somewhere during first year, I realized it wasn't a good fit and had an inkling that medicine was the right career. Around 2012 or so, I started to shadow a few physicians, which confirmed that yes, it was a better fit. After disappearing from the face of TDD, I wound up leaving the PT program (it was not a rash decision and a lot of factors went into it, including a hospitalization that resulted in an extended absence from the program) and starting the pre-med journey almost from scratch. I applied once in 2013 and was unsuccessful (waitlisted at one place and never got off), so I retook the MCAT, took a bunch of higher-level molecular bio courses, worked at a public health clinic in Nicaragua, worked as a medical scribe, and dabbled in public speaking (not necessarily in order). The second time I applied, I received eight interview invites and ultimately matriculated into medical school.

Fast forward to today-- I currently live in VA. I'm more or less content with med school. Being a physician is a much better fit, and although the few gunners have soured the experience and a family member recently had a cancer scare (negative), I'm much happier. Although I started out interested in OB/GYN, my interests have shifted toward dermatology. At the risk of sounding like a gunner myself, I have the grades for derm, but definitely need a couple of research publications to be considered competitive.

Anyway just checking in... I wish you all the best and am glad that many of you already seem to be in a good place. :)

Does this mean you have some good advice for my probable rotator cuff injury that's because harassing me for months and stopping progress on my bench? (OHP fine tho)

News and Announcements / Re: Discord
« on: June 13, 2018 (03:52 PM) »
Sometimes quick-dying fads are good for picking up popularity back again before bringing new users back to a home-base like the cgiirc chat or even back to the forum. We've all been seeing the dismal state of the forum for some time while WtW thrives. What is wrong with the fly by night tactic to get people back?

The CEO of the company that makes Discord previously got busted for installing spyware on people's phones and selling the data. I see no reason to believe they've changed, since Discord has doxxed people responsible for crimethink on their platform and made them targets of harassment. I don't feel any need to endorse this behavior. Remember: Discord is a centralized system. Everything you type on Discord goes through their servers. The bandwidth and computational load is immense. It's free. You're the product.

More to the point, you're missing the reason why the forum activity has dwindled. The loss of the domain name was a tremendous blow, and the reboot was a terrible idea. I was in a bad place at the time and wanted to step back and let other people try their hand at running things, and it was a mistake. I should have put my foot down and let come whatever came of it. I should have also been more choosy about who I made staff - in retrospect, I don't think Anthy or KD were well suited to it as, for example, Enaz was/is. But most importantly, this would have happened anyway, it just would have been less of a sharp drop off.

Ask yourself what the difference is between WtW and DDF. DDF has, for many years now, been about the community. We all knew and cared (more or less) for each other. Digimon was really a secondary concern for a lot of people. After DDF's initial growth, during its glory days, there actually weren't that many new people joining and staying for any considerable length of time - they were often mistreated and treated like outcasts for being (relative) outsiders. Sommelier is a great example. He has tried very hard to keep things going around here for years with his posting activity, and he made a very generous donation to keep the forum running - but he was always treated pretty badly by many because he wasn't one of the Inner Circle. The positive aspect to all this is what we were all mostly good friends, had a lot of fun, and had a lot of intensely personal conversations.

But people grow up and move on.

When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things.

I keep things running mostly so people can check in now and then, and maybe visit and see their old posts when they have a fit of nostalgia. I have been thinking about an appropriate way, and time, to sunset DDF. I'm a great example of this, though. I have a family, a house, a job, I go to the gym, I have a social life and hobbies that have nothing to do with Digimon. To be honest, I haven't cared very much for Digimon in a long time. I have wanted to care very much, sometimes; that's why I spent so much time on the revamp of the site and encyclopedia and then abandoned it. I was, and am, here for you, not for Digimon. And I think this is true for most people on DDF: Digimon was really a secondary concern, something that served only really as the absolute minimum baseline of what we have in common. We have, exceptionally for a Digimon forum, had an abnormally large proportion of good-looking well-adjusted people. Nobody else had anybody nearly as great as Ryo or Foz.

I feel like this is true for you too, Myo. If you were really that worried about our activity levels, you would be spending more than ten minutes every month in the chatroom.

WtW, on the other hand, is a very...different situation. It is centered entirely around Digimon. People bankroll the site, and the admin spends his own money from...whatever sources, I don't think he's employed, to buy and tear down every single piece of Digimon merchandise and media that is released. Tweets are BREAKING NEWS. There are long discussions about the sexuality of fictional preteen children. Digimon is neither particularly good, or particularly bad, for what it is - a Japanese cartoon engineered to sell merchandise. But if you're a grown adult and obsessed with buying worthless junk because it's part of a fictional franchise, well, that just feels a little wrong to me, like you're missing a soul and have instead become sort of bug-man that thrives only on empty consumerism. Even if you're just spending every day engaged in a lot of thought about it, I think something is probably wrong. I think this is reflected in the fact that the members there are notoriously thin-skinned and bitchy if they aren't totally autistic spergs. Also note most of the activity and discussion is actual Digimon-related. It has been an ongoing joke for 12 years that we never talked about Digimon in the DDF chat.

I have no interest in becoming that. I don't want "40 year Digimon forum administrator" in my obituary and I don't want to spend the little time I have on this earth thinking 24/7 about some Japanese company's artless merchandise-driven fiction. There are other things I want to do and be remembered for.

Sure, it'd be nice if the glory days were back again. I would appreciate it if old friends came back and posted more or participated in the chat. I don't think having a Discord is going to make a substantial difference there, and that's what would really matter to me, not getting new users I don't know. There was a time when that mattered, but that time is past. Even if it worked, we would become something else, not the DDF we know and love.

Have a song.

News and Announcements / Discord
« on: June 11, 2018 (04:59 AM) »
[22:15] <Myo> @Shining_Celebi Does DDF have a discord? I feel like that's becoming the chat future.

No, and it never will. Discord is another fly-by-night centralized chat operation. Here today, gone tomorrow. Also, the company that owns them does tons of evil creepy spying.

Also, it's built on Electron, ffs.

Echoing what Enaz said. Shame we didn't overlap by a shorter amount of time. Might have actually had a conversation going here.

I graduated with an English degree in July. I moved to London a couple of months ago, and I'm working as a content writer for an annual magazine. Focusing on businesses with a gentle sprinkling of politics. I guess I'm also waiting for an English dub of Tri, seeing as I still refuse to watch subbed anime. I drop into the IRC every now and then, but all too quickly, shit catches up. I wrote a novel at some point, but it was shitty. Looking at writing another one.

I had a couple of medium-term girlfriends, only one of whom tried to kill me, but I've been flying solo for the most part. I've got an interview at Rockstar International, though, so I guess it's looking like I can finally fulfil at least a couple childhood dreams. At least do some marketing for the new Red Dead game. That'd be cool.

do the London police know about your custom title? I don't want you to get arrested bruv.

General Digimon / Re: Digimon Tri General Discussion
« on: May 10, 2018 (05:22 AM) »

(i thought it was ok story was knida blah across all fo tri what even really happened)

Ask the Staff / Re: The TKTakeru Mystery
« on: February 02, 2018 (05:00 AM) »
I'm not entirely convinced TK ever existed to begin with


Free For All / Re: First 2018 Post!
« on: January 03, 2018 (08:13 PM) »
When the time comes, I can make it happen.

Let's go for 201.8.

In other news, why do the best shows get canceled?

Ask the Staff / Re: User Avatars Gone!
« on: December 21, 2017 (07:33 PM) »
@celebi: But the links to my Photobucket uploads work fine. Does one have to make a new account to have their avatars be seen?

hotlinking (embedded) is different than a link

General Discussion & Debate / Re: Holiday Haul '17
« on: December 20, 2017 (06:00 PM) »
pretty much nothing on black friday is even actually on sale, especially electronics

a common scam is to sell cheaper model tvs as a "great deal" for example

anyway I've bought some books but that's it

Digimon Gaming / Re: Wonderswan Color
« on: December 10, 2017 (06:28 AM) »


Do I own a Wonderswan color? 
Spoiler for Hiden:
That's not important.  What matters is I have things for my dumb nerd shelves.  I wouldn't be surprised if these have emulated versions anyway if I really wanted to play.

they do, and they're not much fun to play so you are doing the right thing

Ask the Staff / Re: User Avatars Gone!
« on: November 02, 2017 (07:11 PM) »
Hey, guys,

I just noticed that some user avatars can no longer be seen. Why is that?

a lot of people hosted their avatars on photobucket, which abruptly cut off hotlinking unless you pay some ridiculous sum

Digimon Gaming / Re: Digimon Links (Android, IOS)
« on: October 24, 2017 (06:03 PM) »
that's really funny that you said bootleg, what?

if it's got a digital creature on it; it's real digimon, no exceptions..

you know how that word came about? digimon and champion, started at the same school,

when some kid's nanopet evolved, because he programmed music into it; LOTS of musical algorithms, harmonic symphony, can be done unto a computer with THREE whole buttons,
binart was just 1 and 0, after all, right?

Well like, sure enough, monochromon lit up?
He created a pixel form bran new, and smashed, every nano pet around, he was the champion of the whole school, some nanopet impossible, "man that thing's a digital MONster",

that kid's name? Shining Celebi.

so like what do you mean? Can you tell me what sorts of games you're even talking about? looking things up when there's people who want to talk about it with me anyway bums me out man, what's up?

theyre talking about a new cellphone game I can't play because they didn't make it for windows phone

General Discussion & Debate / Re: DAY MAN
« on: October 24, 2017 (05:49 PM) »
I had never thought to associate spiders with the sun before.

Entertainment / Re: Ghooooooooooooooooooost
« on: October 24, 2017 (05:32 PM) »
do you have any idea how creepy that name is? Myo? Are you serious?

Andru the spider, lured to the digital world, became Andromon to try and tell the digimon he was, more, human, than they are, and so surely,
they didn't care;
it was the old, humans control robots phase he tried to instigate, and that was planned for, surely so soar, but like, why'd you want his name
Myotismon, to be there for you? What gives? That guy's a monster; a spider, not a bat.

I'd totally want to see what ghooooooooost is, except, death metal was called that by Rock and Roll, to hint tell robots it was corruptive music that tortured machines, to hear,
Mega Man and Roll, I mean; the kids who shattered the laws of robotics by being robot, AND human, when they were born, you know?

What's myo mean to you, anyway?
what's that link even to?

she was/is in love with myotismon

think about that one for a while man

you are my favorite poster. please post more. nobody makes me think more than you and certainly no one gives me more pleasure in the reading of their posts.

in other news, contributing one of my new favorite bands

warning, so not mainstream they don't have a wikipedia article

my favorite song is presently persistent stable hell but there's no video for that one

when you're done with that, have a free palate cleanser

okay now check out my new favorite genre of poprock covers

General Digimon / Re: Digimon Tri General Discussion
« on: October 10, 2017 (04:52 AM) »
While it leads you to believe that way, I 100% guarantee you no.

Yeah, the suspense of things is kinda ruined when I know perfectly well they wouldn't.

It's kind of like the whole memory thing,we all knew either they'd get them back or it somehow wouldn't actually matter.

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